My First Virtual Fantasy

Two days left before the weekend, which means this is the second to last blog entry for the week. But its just right for all you daydreamers drifting of into the weekend before it begins.

Today's secret for the locker comes from a woman who calls herself faithful in body but not in mind.

She's been with her husband for a decade and a half, six of which they've been married. And since being with her partner, she's been with no one but him. But somewhere along the course of their relationship, she found herself doing something she never thought she'd need to do in order to make their most intimate moment more enjoyable for her.

Fantasizing while in the act.

She'd never allowed any of her fantasies to enter her bedroom unless her counterpart in mind was her husband. But one night, she found herself breaking her rule.

She just wasn't in the mood.

But her husband was.

And he was as insistent as she was resistant. But finally, exhausted with telling him no, she gave in and gave hubby what he wanted. But as her own personal payback, she fantasized that she was with someone else.

A secret crush that shall remain nameless, but one that she saw every day at work.

And to her satisfaction, her fantasy finished with a happy ending, for both herself and her husband. So, they were both able to go to sleep happy that night.

But the next day, she had to face her crush at work. And that night when she and her husband found themselves in the same predicament as before, the second she closed her eyes, she saw her secret crush's face. Whether she wanted to or not, he kept popping up in her mind and she couldn't get him out of it.

That was over a year ago.

And ever since, she couldn't close her eyes without thinking about the crush she brought into her bedroom. So she did the only thing she could think of to get him off of her mind. She thought about someone else.

Derek Jeter.

And since then, she's kept her crushes to the stars to assure that she'd never have to face them in public.


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